~C.Shen's World~

I'm tired so....

2010-04-17T00:27:00.000-07:00

I'm tired of the things i have to face everyday, so to reduce my tiredness, ill be quitting from my blog . Thx for those who has been reading my blog posts, those who leave comments, and those who click the nuffnang button. Thank you for all your support, this blog will not be deleted just, no updates will be done from now on. Have a great n enjoyable future ahead readers, tata!!

Earth hour~~~

2010-03-27T20:43:00.000-07:00

Alright i can only say one thing, toilet is just somewhere that i normally do some thinking while washing the toilet hahaaa. Yes as ive already said im weird before, but i guess cant be helped right haha? So have you supported earth hour last night?

Scanning my residence area i can say that many of them didn't actually off the lights, well couldn't blame them either as there are some of the thieves actually took the chance to ROB the house while PPL are doing SOMETHING GOOD in the first place last year. Think of it clearly, how many of us will actually stop using the computer, stop wasting some electricity switching on the lights even during day lights in the normal days, i can bet that the % will be LOW or worst none.

Earth hour actually enables the earth to be cool down at least for one hour for each 365 days. We do always hear the old ppl says "better than nothing right??" Try supporting it if your circumstances actually allows it as who knows when will malaysia starts to snow or maybe having hot hot hot weather? *I couldn't imagine it as Malaysia weather now is somehow unbearable already*

Sung Min~~~

2010-03-27T20:14:00.000-07:00

ok since i couldnt think of anything to post so i decided to post something (or rather SOMEONE) which i think looks cute when he smiles, all thx to kylie for intro-ing him to me lo hahaaa. seeing the super junior performance under sorry sorry remix goodness, he can dance way haha, he is SUNG MIN!! great performer with sweet sweet smile haha, din get to go super junior's concert but still he is great man!!! hahaaaa, credits to KYLIE CHIN la hahaaaaa

what IS important vs what u THINK is important~~~

2010-03-04T05:25:00.000-08:00

A very random post indeed, but what to do i just thought of it while washing toilet, yes very random again i know, i'm just kinda being too random for my own good this days but oh well, let's go on with the post..

Have u ever thought that, what you thought as an important thing in life was actually not important or its just something that not worth to be said the most important??

Money
Yes people, i know, who don't know that money is important, you'll often hear people around you saying, with money u can buy anything and everything. I'll disagree if you say money is not one bit important, because at this kinda era, who don't know that money rules the world seriously?? But I've seen cases where money break a family bond, money causing other people to lose their family members? So why money is still so important?? There are people who said I won't do the exact same thing as what the tv show did for money, but when your mind starts to think that money is everything, money helps you get what you need, believe you me, you will do the exact same thing even if it cause one of your family members life. So, is money so important to you till the point you'll do anything for it??

Love
I've seen cases where love break a certain person, some even cause their own life sometimes. To me, love is important,without it, you'll never experience alot of different kind of bonds in life. I'll take a very normal example, having to break up with the love of your life. There are cases where one commit suicide or maybe cause a mess to his/her life just because he/she thinks that, without the other half, life is just meaningless. But have you ever heard that, nothing comes out by force, what is yours even after passing 15 years, it will still be yours (just like my parents), so why do something stupid just because you think that he/she is that so important to you?? Believe in fate people~~

Jealousy
This will only occur when you have the thought of importance. there are cases where couples break off because of friends, football games, clubbing and stuff like that. That can be easily solved, because what you think is important is not what the other party thinks is important. This is how jealousy comes off. Often we hear people say, I feel that my bf is treating his friends better than treating me who is his own gf, and that is a sign that your hesitant of his importance in life, isn't it? So what is important to you, your gf or your some other thing or you just don't pay enough attention for both sides, friends and gf?? Balance up your time so both parties can feel their importance in you.

To me what IS most important in life is to cherish the time you have now, your health, and most important you yourself. You won't know what will happen in the future, so why making blunt statements like "its important to me, so just let me do it" while not knowing how to cherish what you have now?? i don't object that sometimes what you think as important is not important, but measure and think carefully, is "what you think as important" will lead you a happier life, or cherishing all the happy moments and really give a second thought what IS important at this utmost moment??

P/S: its a weird post so you can just ignore it lol, i'm just being random this days haha~~

Steamboat session at yuen ~~

2010-02-27T03:56:00.000-08:00

the steamboat gang!!

its a very very very outdated post but well yea since yest i went to my aunt house for steamboat so decided to this first. Tat was the last great dinner i get to go to for now. Though tat day reminds me of a part where im not there for HIM when HE needed me the most, but nonetheless its still a great dinner for me.

chicken wing snatcher n prawn extincter lol!!

yes, miss lim chin shen here, actually able to gain a profit from YUEN since from wat i recall the only thing i actually took is a tons (TONS) of PRAWNS and crabs, not exp i oso wun go take punya lo lol.. first time get to taste so many diff type of prawns, heaven i tell u!!! as for crab, okla its sweet but still not to the standard haha?? As im the seafood queen, peeling prawns all day long, we have the daddy-daughter gang there, *snatching* the super famous chicken wings every single time it is ready to be taken. I'm stunt with their efficiency in getting chicken wings. Yuen seriously will go bankrupt with the few of us there eating lol.

Look at the F4 satisfying looks lol

Who will actually ever thought that, the skinny F4 actually has an appetite even bigger than the ex AFA b.o.d members?!?! they were like cleaning up the soup portion of food, while we were cleaning up the tom yam portion lo lol, and here i thought im banned from tom yam lol. If i'm not wrong, there is a so called KS owned fish ball that no one is allowed to eat that since he has been finding it for quite awhile lol.

guys~~

girls~~

Had super lots of fun with super hot tom yam n delicious ice cream as dessert on the later part. Before going back, i remembered clearly that daddy actually did *smting* entertaining that auntie from the inside was enjoying herself lol. it's really one dinner that ill never forget in my life as after that im already known as the prawn extincter *credits to dear ting* lol.

the three grey members!! (kylie looks like lil girl lo XD)

P/s: credits to wong li ting for the photos, poor 500D oso eat steamboat with us lol

Lost of an important thing in life - memories~~

2010-02-14T17:07:00.000-08:00

its been a long time since i actually posted something in my blog, and it never cross my mind not even a single time that the next time i post will be this...

I still remember when i was a baby, you always bathe me n carry me as though im a box that contain a whole sum of treasure. Never once you actually failed to protect me.. One memory flow through my mind, my mom told me that there was once where i was brought to a clinic, i almost fall down from the bed n luckily there was you, hooking my head with your leg, it was a big shock for u n mom as u were so afraid that my head knock the floor. I still remember that, u love to hug me in ur arms rubbing my back so that ill fall asleep soundly like a pig, how i wish u will hug me like u always used to.

i was always the one that get fever. When i catch a fever, you will be there rubbing my back with a boiling egg hoping for my fever to go down. As i grow older, i always ask you to rub my back with a boiling egg but we never get the chance to do it again.. Another memory flow through my mind where i was over dosage with antibiotic n fever pills, vomiting the whole night. U took me to the clinic during mid night and even scolded the clinic for giving the wrong dosage, u were so worry bout me that time till u were hugging me back home.

U always have confidence with my studies, no matter how i always say i might not do well this time, u'll always tell me, " is ok, 阿爸对你有信心” that few words are more than enough to bring confidence towards myself. Can i hear that one more time? u never forget when is my exam, and every time i reach back home, u'll confirm ask me, how did u do today? can i hear that again?

U are always proud that i look just like u. Still remember once, there was a supplier that say i don't really look like u, u were defending all the time saying i look just like u. I'm always proud that i have an eye as big as u, iris as dark as urs. I'm proud to just look like u, always do..

I love having long hair since when i'm a kid, but i never like to dry my hair each nite, u'll be there to wake me up drying my hair for me while im half asleep. Its a pleasure that i get to dry ur hair for the past few weeks, may i dry ur hair again?

I was always having serious period pain. One night, I went to church for some event, and i was experiencing serious period pain. When i called, U rush here just to bring me back home to have my pain killer and straight go to bed. The helpless look that u put on when im in pain, i just wish to say is ok, ill be fine real fast.

Whenever i experience gastric, u'll always remind me to eat something sweet before having a heavy meal, can u remind me again? When my leg hurts or i have blue black, u'll always rub my leg with 铁打酒, but i never had the chance to put it on for u.

When i start to learn to drive, u took the time out just to come n see how im driving when im still learning. After i got my license, u taught me how to drive our car, teaching me the road to sunway, bringing me with u to meet the debtors. Whenever, i took the wrong road, ull just laugh at me n say, where u wanna go? there was once, u were teaching me to drive ur van at shah alam stadium, it was so hot so i said i want to eat ice cream, u took me to watch the racing event that is taking place there while eating ice cream with me.

Last year chinese new year, u taught me to play mahjong, as mom never like playing it, u,me n my bro were always playing against each other with jolly beside each of us. We also took the time to play cho dai di. While eating seafood with uncle they all during cny, i can never successfully, knock crack the crab shell, ull always there hitting each of it n giving me all the crab meat. Who should i ask to crack the crab shell for me??

I love ha gao the most, u love siu mai the most, each time we eat dim sum, ull definitely call ha gao for me giving all the portion to me. When u found something real nice to eat, ull definitely bring us to the particular place or da bao for us to eat. Im grateful that i get to go to the place where u always mention the best fish ball was sold with u.

Wherever u go for holiday, u never forget bout us. I love soft toys a lot, but u always say is a waste of money. When u went to china, u took the effort to buy me a panda, never have i thought u will buy me one. seeing the panda, seems like seeing u. u even bought jades that resembles, me, my bro n my mom's year of birth animals.

As days pass by, u got skinnier each day, skin starts to dry up where ill put on moisturizer for u. today u can walk, the next day u cant, n as days pass, u start to not even able to sit up straight but sleeping on the cushion.

Memories of u n me for this past 18 years, its countless. 6.48pm is when ur heart stop, when our screams n tears couldn't reach u, when u leave us forever. The day we sent ur ashes to the big sea, to allow u to travel all around the world like what u have wish for all these year, is the day i promise myself, ill never cry again, ill shoulder up the things that i have to do, live a better life, taking care of my family.

I love u forever, and i know that, no matter how things change, one thing will never change, the thought that YOU are the best father i can ever have in my life. Papa, ill take good care of the family so not to worry. Go travel wherever u are and do spend some time to look at us once a while. i love u forever and ever, and i know, ull be up there watching at us, may u rest in peace. let me shed the last tear for u here...

Start of classes in 2010

2010-01-15T17:28:00.000-08:00

I'm kinda lazy post a pic so yea no pics haha..

Ok so i started my classes, they are kinda interesting i can say or maybe not.. Most of my lect this sem are GIRLS.. and girls, yea especially tax, its kinda motherly don't you agree with me?? I can conclude that i love law paper but somehow the law paper is bit dry and i just dun like memorizing case law haha..

F5, mr. Akbar as usual, still the old him talking n doing exercises in class. Great lecturer as his class is always the fastest of all, time just cross without us knowing haha..

F6, tax, Ms. Rozie, she is ok, i can say, great lecturer when teaching but a bit more motherly. How she always nag us not really nag but kinda nag yea haha..

Anyone realize that our exams are coming?? goodness, i just cant get used to my life with exams AGAIN especially when we haven't got back our result from past exams. I'm kinda hoping that 22nd of feb will be here soon so i wouldn't suffer here thinking whether i pass or not..

Pt1 is coming so ppl happy studying haha. Our class has gotten way bigger compare to previous sems so kinda make me feel that my frenz are so far away. But i think classes will get bigger as we proceed on. Hopefully we'll get through everything together till we graduate =)

P/s: i got the love of my life, and i'll treasure you. Even if your far away, ill still miss n hoping you to be back soon. Loves.

And so life goes on~~

2010-01-02T20:26:00.001-08:00

2010 is finally here.. Somehow when i think back, people, (or me) always think of going back to the past. When I'm in high school, i wish with all my heart that i can turn back to my little kid's life where there is no such word 'responsible' in any of my dictionary. What I do is just play and eat lol. And so when I'm in college for the first semester, I wish to return back to my high school where there is no need to study as hard as this, and where I get to ponteng class marching and arranging text books with my friends. And now, 2010, I wish that I can return back to the very beginning of 2009 where i had such a great time with my col mates.

But that will never happened, that is what I know but it is also what I never like the most.

As we proceed on to 2010, many col mates of mine will be either changing course or proceed on to ICAEW instead of ACCA. Things are changing so fast that I kinda feel bit lonely. People are going and people are coming. What awaits us are still so blur that it makes me feel so afraid. My uncle says as u proceed on, u'll face even more problems. How i really wish I'm not going be an adult soon.

As for this moment, how i wish nothing happened, my friends are still all with me, my family is still the old, happy and funny family. What I've been doing now are praying, wishing, hoping that's all. I really want to thank my friends for being there for me no matter what happen, really there are so much to thank for but it seems like i can onli say it out. Thank you~~

And no matter how hard life are, life still goes on, we still need to face the problems. What i can do now is to wish that problems can be reduce, and happiness approaches me and my friends.

As for my friends that wouldn't be proceeding with all of us, I'll miss you and you know who you are =)

last day of the year

2009-12-31T01:42:00.000-08:00

My family!!

last day of the year, ppl happy new year!! To me, Year 2009 is a year with a happiness graph lol.. I met frenz tat are always there for me. I understand what it means to be a mature person. I also understand what it means to be a family.

i started studying accountancy this year, with me entering group 2!! Group 2 rocks!! i also met lecturers which are real nice, n part of the lecturer which coz us quiet a few problems. but im grateful that i met a bunch of great frenz, going through each test n exams together.. Later part we get to join the group 4 n it was fun!! Get to face the audit paper which every senior of mine keep warning me its a paper which decides whether u move on or retained. We had a tough time facing the studies but just enjoy the study life while we can.

Year 2009, i learn to appreciate every single member of my family. Many things happened and it even cause my mood to keep changing every single day. To me now, i just wish my family will always face a cheerful life. Though ill be spending the new year eve at home, but its great as my family members are all here. U never know how long this can last either, so ppl treasure ur family members.

Though i wun be seeing fireworks tonite, but to those who are out there in curve or anywhere, do be careful not to get separated wit ur frenz as tat is wat happened to me last year, n its hard to find them back!!

honoring ur parents

2009-12-24T16:23:00.000-08:00

have i ever said get to care for ur parents is the biggest honor u can ever found??

Bak few weeks before the exam, i was in the hospital for a few things. And as i was there, i saw a girl who looks older than me by a few years 24/7 on the laptop. i was thinking it might be that she has some working project not done. But.. after a while her mother went home lefting her father there on the sick bed. He couldn't move nor talk correctly, he even couldn't listen well..

The nurse came n gave her paracetamol to help feed her father.. However she scream at her father to wake up, and what worst is when her father refuses to eat and accidentally drop the medicine, she said " call u eat dun wan, then u just have to lye there n die" everyone there was kinda shock with wat happen..

Later on her father couldnt stand up n thus urine on the bed, she was there being really reluctant n half nagging n shouting at her father. When finally settle down, she was there talking on the phone, asking her siblings to be here as she will go no matter they are here or not.. when her siblings came, they were os0 reluctant to stay there, the father this time shouted say " u guys go bak la, here 'zho deng'"

The whole time while i was there, i was thinking how come one can treat ur parents who is sick on the bed like tat.. I was really stunt with that situation, not that i like to stare but i was just having a why question on my head.

Ppl out there, do remember one thing, anything can be choose, but one thing for sure u cant, its ur parents. No matter what they have done, i'm sure its for ur own good in a way, maybe its contradicting with us but its still for our own good. Take care ur parents while u can, as this is the biggest honor u can have in ur life.

BEST NIGHT OUTING!!

2009-12-16T17:54:00.000-08:00

The Family!!

After we finished our exam for t9, we were kinda suppose to actually go to look out point butttttt...... it rains heavily there, HEAVILY!!! so we change our plan and went to 1u haha.. we were suppose to go right after it but ting n kylie went to buy a cake for jy to celebrate for his belated birthday so i was there to hold jy from reaching sunway early. gave a really stupid reason though haha. Met with lawrence and start chit chatting with him and then fetching him to sunway.

Went to sunway and saw Mr. Simon, he was pushing us to go have fun and forget all bout the exam which is what we are doing.. Thx Mr. Simon for being there before the exam and after the exam, great lecturer!!

So then we (kylie, xin yi, ting, jy and me) headed toward 1u haha.. as easy the road it is, we still insist to use the gps for fun!! get stuck at ldp for like super long, chit chatting in hokkien, canto, chinese wateva language we noe haha.. Saw a motorbike, i think we get too close or something like that with him, and he actually show the middle finger towards us lol!! I was kinda shock though haha.. does gps sounds good?? yea right, it actually kinda show the legnthy road to 1u, xin yi was like, we can actually go through here but it was too late when we found out haha..

All were too hungry seating in the car, once reach we were like walking around to find food instead of shopping.. plan to go chili but too many ppl so headed to nandos'.. Love the food there, its my first time there too haha.. we cut the cake first as we were too hungry to wait for the food to arrive.. waiters walking around will start saying happy birthday without a real specific direction as they dunno who is the birthday boy haha.. some of them who knew will start telling it to him.. really had a lot of fun there, eating, chatting, taking pictures, BEST!! Xin Yi even said that she laugh the most for this dinner lol!! Met a really funny guy waiter who keeps avoiding the camera haha!!

Then we headed to walk around to find a good spot to take pics.. Kylie was holding the 500D wishing for it to be her christmas gift for this year!! we call her the2nd soon soon got that GAYA there la lol!!she rather hold the camera then taking pics, just ask ur dad buy u wan la kylie haha!!
Me n Xin Yi both exchange gifts, a necklace as a birthday present kinda weird haha instant buy instant change LOL!!

As we wanted to take a jump shot pic, daddy was saying my jump shot super 'lan (yea its true) he demonstrated it. standing on a chair n jump out of it later!! and the 2nd thing we noe is, we were running for our lifes!! He actually AGAIN breaking another chair LOL, walao le haha.. Daddy really can break chairs everywhere la, even till 1u haha!

Was walking all around till the shops are even closed. So we headed back home, THANK YOU daddy for the ride home. Xin yi was the first one to head back n we was like
JY: "right side right??" turn
Xin Yi: "Yea, eh NONONONO!" break!!
Lol, with no street lights or traffic lights on, its kinda hard for her to recognize the direction so we were like ok not ok haha.. then i was the 2nd one headed back with later kylie then ting. Had a really great night, though we didn't get to go look out point, but it was just like a family gathering together!!

Happy 18th birthday to DAO DAO~~

2009-11-20T19:08:00.000-08:00

LOL!! But happy 18th birthday dao!!

We had a short dinner gathering at wong kok ss2 as a celebration for dao's birthday yesterday!! it went real fun when the cake appears though haha.. wonder whether both of them, dao and chiang had a hard time washing their faces lol??

the one who came were, me, dear lili, nini, mommy yang, daddy miang, yi hao (the surprised us with his sudden growth), foo foo, chiang, and of course the birthday boy dao dao.. At first we sit down n chit chatted while eating our dinner with all of them start to exchange (or to be exact the barter trade of acct remember??) for our hand phones with daddy miang valuable hp lol.. in the end, the onli interesting part was the preview goodness la!! put more photos in next time le daddy miang..

the girls

the guys

a lil small pic with my dear haha

After dinner we started to bring out the cake n celebrated for dao lol.. He was force to take the candle out with his mouth when foo actualy push the candle all the way into the cake, seriously all the way.. had a hard time taking it out lol!! Then we go on by having each of us, touching his face with the cake?? lol.. hard time washing it of one lo haha!! well we din go real bad by taking the cake and smash his face though haha..

we din really push his head haha

A success!!

A face telling me to get prepared for my bday??=P

As chiang is his 'hou hing dai', lets say we had his face painted with the exp secret recipe cake also =P din get to do tat when his birthday so, 'you nan tong dang' ma LOL..

you nan tong dang??

err guess not?? an all out war huh haha

and the result lol XD

Too many photos that i'm lazy to upload it in my blog so fb ba haha.. Had a real great time yesterday after what has been facing for this few months.. Hopefully we'll get another outing like this after the exams!! will be my last outing and last post till my exams actualy over!! All out for exams man!!

Howling at the new moon

2009-11-14T01:39:00.000-08:00

Looks Familiar??

(from nuffnang)

Yup, the long waited The Twilight Saga: New Moon directed by Chris Weitz is finally coming to Malaysia on 26th November 2009! Nope its not you nor me fantasizing, its finally previewing!!

The twilight movie previewed on 2008 which was directed by Catherine Hardwicke based on the novel written by the famous Stephenie Meyer and starred by Kristen Stewart (Bella Swan) and Robert Pattinson (Edward Cullen) had been nominated and even won a number of awards such as the Best Movie Awards in MTV movie Awards and Movie: Romance in Teen Choice Awards. This has clearly shown the popularity of Twilight among the teens.

The first movie, Twilight, gives the introduction of the characters where Bella Swan, a teenage human girl moves to leave with her father in a small town near Washington state's rugged coast. Here, she met, Edward Cullen, a vampire and falls in love with him. Actions are seen where Edward could stop a car with one hand, climbing the trees in a high speed and even have a shining body under sunlight. This movie has been a hot topic among teens at that time.

A continue of the previous movie, we have the coming up, The Twilight Saga: New Moon, with the addition of the main character, Taylor Lautner starred as Jacob Black in the coming movie. With the introduction of the Quilete Tribe, ancestral enemies of the vampires, Things are getting exciting as the characters' relationships are getting more and more complicated and excited.

A short summary of the story: The abruption leave of Edward Cullen as to protect Bella has caused Bella to fall into depression. Jacob Black, which is Bella old childhood friend helped Bella to raised out of her depression. But things get complicated when Bella found Jacob Black to be a werewolf of the Quilete Tribe. It is said by Taylor himself that Jacob become something very different when he transformed into a werewolf, wondering how it would be? More actions and sound effects can be seen in this coming movie as we can see the transformation of werewolf accompanied by the sound effects. The impossible will become possible in this coming movie for teens especially girls wich are deep in love with the werewolf tribe and vampires.

The Twilight Saga is one of the most popular vampire's fics that can be found in the market. I personaly love twilight as it not only concludes romance, it also concludes actions and family unity which can be shown by the Cullens. After watching the first movie, I even got more excited and awaiting for the next movie coming up. Having the two main actors, Kristen Stewart and Robert Pattinson acting, the movie became more exciting. Both of them are such great actors. Couldn't wait for the starring of Taylor Lautner!! Wish that Nuffnang will give me this chance. Please do give me a chance of winning the Nuffnang Premier Screening - New Moon!! Thank You

acca or icaew = confusion???

2009-11-09T22:56:00.000-08:00

I'm currently doing my cat with a choice of proceeding either to acca or icaew.. hmmmmm??? one word confused.. I still remember the very first call i got from sunway tes inviting me to attend the icaew preview in bdo.. I was having a big diffuclty to speak on the phone as i just went for the extraction of wisdom tooth.. talking till halfway, i got super frustrated and just took the cotton out of my mouth and speak normally ( but still kinda weird haha).. After getting the good news, i headed towards my dad shop to explain to my parents bout it.. They were scared to death as i kinda forgotten to placed a new cotton in my mouth causing the blood to keep oozing out from the wound.. conclusion, my mouth is covered by blood lol..

Went for the preview with the mind set i'm there just to take a sneak peek that's all.. but after hearing to the conditions and stuff, i started to take an interest on icaew offered by bdo.. during the discussion session with miss elaine ( i think), i got a little nervous but still i managed to actually speak up.. However never will i thought that i will get short listed..

After a few weeks, as i was taking my sweet bath, my dad received a call from sunway-tes informing my dad that i got short listed.. I was kinda happy when i heard it and started to discuss with my parents.. In the end, my mom came to a conclusion saying that we will not take the icaew offer but still intend to go for the meeting during the saturday.. due to some circumstances face at home, i was unable to attend the saturday icaew thingy.. With that, i have a mind set of not going for it already.. However, i got a phone call around 3.30 (saturday) asking whether im on the way to sunway, i was like "goodness lol" so my dad took the phone and spoke with the person concerned..

Anyway, its like we go round and round in confusion of whether wanting to take the icaew or not.. Contacted my uncle, who is an accountant now working in england and other people yea.. Personally i really wanted to take this course but i don't think with the current state i'm in will be able to take this course.. I'm currently having a hard time, so to lessen my mother and father's burden, i probably will just choose the road they prefer the most.. I really like to thx Dato' Gan for calling my dad personally and speaking to him.. So, now the decision is fully on my parents' hand..

P/S: my plurks are all like not taking then confused then taking again.. round and round my head is spinning lol.. Hopefully this time with no regrets..

Additional notes: sometimes is not tat i don't want it but circumstances dun allow it.. it just come at the wrong time.. (ming zhong zhu ding ba)

a touching story~~

2009-11-05T03:24:00.000-08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LI TING

2009-11-04T01:46:00.001-08:00

Happy 18th Birthday girl!! May all ur wishes come true yea!! Got guitarist there to play happy birthday song for u too ah!! Shuang shuang oh, may u have a nice n great birthday today!! Enjoy urselve oh ^.-

giving help = giving ma fan

2009-10-31T02:29:00.000-07:00

Have u ever thought of helping one but actually only coz trouble to the one?? tat feeling really hurts.. Watching drama, the main char will actually find out tat she actually wanted to help and appreciate it.. but in real life, tat would never ever happen..

Giving trouble = giving trouble.. No matter wat ur actual intention is, u still just created problems and troubles.. Why things always happen like tat when i just wanted to help.. i never understand.. I once even thought and wonder wat is my existence for?? to create trouble maybe?? Do i actually always cause troubles and nth to other ppl?? I hate the self i am now..

P/S: sry for being such an emo, i just dun understand..

nice song - 偏愛

2009-10-24T20:18:00.000-07:00

What if??

2009-10-11T03:05:00.000-07:00

What if?? Anybody here ever ask this question whenever you did a mistake or something that you wish you can turn back the time?? I'm one of them who often think of that whenever i have nothing better to do..

Yesterday, after coming back from the icaew preview, I went to my dad shop to have a talk with my parents.. As i was just chit chatting in the shop, one of the owner of a car parking right in front of my dad shop had a small argument with her son.. I don't really have any idea bout their arguments, but what really caught my attention during the whole argument was this sentences:

Son : 早知道就不 do la!! Can or not?? (If i know then i won't do la!! Can or not??)

Mom:早知,早知,現在說有用吗?!?! (If u know, if u know, now only say still got use meh??)

They are speaking in cantonese anyway.. What they are arguing i won't want to interfere but it is truly said by the mom, if we only know how to say what if now, what is the whole point.. Time can never be turn back.. We may do a lot of things that we regret doing it, but in the end who has never did mistakes before?? By making mistakes, we grow up a little..

Thinking of what if wouldn't help us a lot but just making us to maintain at where we are and not improving.. So, those who always think of what if (me XD) should start ignoring that part of thoughts and start moving on with life doing what i am suppose to do.. "What if" and "tommorow" have been the famous terms among people nowadays i think..

P/S: All the best for the coming mock exams to cat and acca students, and final exams for a level students!!

Pain or not??

2009-10-02T21:05:00.000-07:00

scariest chair of all?? YES!

Suddenly Remembering last year shaiful (our spbt pres remember??) told me he was going for the surgery to extract the wisdom tooth but it was scary so dunno whether he ended up going or not lol..

Bak to the topic, yes finally i went to extract my annoying wisdom tooth.. Im suppose to only extract one but ended extracting both sides as both sides wisdom tooth nid to be extracted out sooner or later..

Went there round 10, saw the nurse n she explained the whole procedure.. took me to get x-ray, tat the best part of it.. looks super cool as the machine rotated round me lol.. then the doc explained tat i nid to extract two.. he say it can be extracted out one by one, but decided not to as i think of doing it one shot.. Feel the pain once and for all.. no solid food for round 10 days or more..

The whole procedure started by swallowing an antibiotic and a pain killer then with 4 jabs, two jabs each at both sides.. Then im given a glasses to wear to prevent the light damaging my eyes but i dun dare to open my eyes as im afraid ill tremble when i saw the equipments around me.. the jabs were a bit sting but overall ok.. the whole process started by dunno wat he doing.. i can feel the force of pushing, pulling, and cutting.. i can hear a super loud screeching noise doing something tat i dunno wat it is.. really super noisy.. Whole process wasnt painful but very 'suan'.. The doc say the pain will onli come after the numb go off.. Numbness was everywhere, i can feel tat my toungue and even my bottom lip are numb.. hardly even remember tat i open my mouth for 1 whole hour..

Love the nurse n doc there, they are really kind as the nurse keep patting my shoulder during the whole process of the surgery.. but the cost of surgery was high, super high, 1500++, juz for extracting two teeths.. saw my wisdom tooth both cutted into pieces oredi.. guess i can use this time to go on diet haiz.. pain will be everywhere later in the evening.. bit nervous bout it.. Will be seeing the doc again maybe after 10 days to get my stitches taken out and that cost another 30++.. goodness money flowing out like crazy..

clannad~~

2009-09-25T04:42:00.001-07:00

thx to jun yu for the great anime provided by him!! I get to noe bout tis anime from my oyaji a.k.a. zen through his blog.. For once, it is a really great anime which have nothing to do wit fighting scenes!!

Love the two main characters nagisa and tomoya, especially nagisa!! A really strong girl indeed though she is a cry baby.. She never had a really strong body and that has caused her to repeat her senior year twice.. she met her beloved boy friend, tomoya, and a bunch of great friends when she repeated her senior year.. However, she fall sick during their coming exam and force her to acutally repeat her senior year again..

During the next term, she din really get as lucky as before, no one really wanted to be friends wit her in her class being that she is older than them two years.. The theater club that she had reform together wit tomoya and her great friends were force to close down as they dun hav enough members.. However she stayed real strong way!! She graduated without joining the graduating ceremony as she was sick again, sad case way T.T..

Tomoya with her great friends and teachers together gathered at the school and organize a graduating ceremony especially for her!! Goodness i think i love that scene the most!! Its great to be surrounded by great friends and a great lover!! Havent watch to the ending though but i was real touched by this scene >.<

Hampers~~

2009-09-12T04:32:00.000-07:00

Hampers

Since yesterday, ive been working at my father's shop (so called working tat is lol) for this two days.. Nothing much juz packing hampers n serving customers tat all.. Yesterday wasn't really as busy as today i can say.. today is saturday where ppl get the day off from their job and start buying hampers for their dear friends.. Packing hamper is not really tiring but packing hamperS are tiring lol.. It was kinda fun too actualy since i din get to help out last year as im taking my spm trial exams..

When we hav bit of break time, my mom told me a story bout when i was a kid.. My parents usually bring me n my bro along to send the hampers when we were just little kids.. My mom say ill be crying whenever the hampers are given to the respective receivers.. There was even once where the uncle was being kind n gave me candy but i was there crying pointing towards the hamper wanting it back.. Pretty lame of me back then lol..

So my mom decided to give me n my bro a little bit of surprise.. They took the effort to pack two big hampers for us and asked my father's workers to play along sending it to my house.. Back then my mom say i was acting like some 20 year old teenage girl signing the delivery order and even ordered the worker to place it in the house o.o???.. Blink an eye and im here reaching 20 soon =.= Goodness how can i be so lame back then..

P/S: i din really did well for my pt2 seriously.. i made super lots of unwanted careless mistakes haiz.. praying for the best now..

Fairlady

2009-08-26T17:47:00.000-07:00

Fairlady~~

Since im kinda bored now so i decided to make a short post regarding this fantastic car.. Yes, yesterday i got so lucky to get the chance to see the fairlady closely wit my own eyes.. Goodness!! I love it more now way!! its so beautiful no matter its internal or its external.. Guess who drove the car? Well u noe urself lah har, next time giv me a ride yea lol!!

I love this car super lots lol!! if u ask me to choose slk n tis car, i probably would juz wan this car as i love it.. dun nid to buy such n expensive slk for me lah lol.. so whoever it is.. grant me my wish of having this car plssssss ><

P/S: The noise is beautiful not noisy lah lol!! Love it lui lui!!

Love~~

2009-08-21T05:38:00.000-07:00

Ppl do say that love is a really beautiful thing when u found it.. Somehow, i think its every man n woman dreams to find his or her one true love.. But the road to the so called true love its hard n tough.. Many tears but of course laughters too.. To be honest, i was once a person who dun believe in true love, where i hav the intention to even build a lao gu puo org lol.. But i think im changing since the day i went in college..

Somehow, if u are able to find the one true love, ull be really happy.. I do see successful couples walking round me hand in hand till the day they get married.. But i also saw many which contain mostly sad cases, where couples break up n many things happen..

Do love really give happinness? I really do wonder sometimes.. Well through experience i heard from many of my friends, from high school till college, if i really do nid to giv an answer, i think, love dun really give happinness but yet they do.. When the time comes to end it, it will be so much pain tat the happinness from last time became a hatred.. Not all, but this things do happen really..

One sided love, heard of it?? guess everyone heard of it.. This can be said to be the most painful love of all.. Knowing the one u love doesnt love u but another.. Its really painful.. When u see he or she has a great relationship with someone other than u, u really want to wish happiness but u will somehow feel super pain too.. U feel like taking off your eyes from them but u just cant.. Scary huh?

However, ppl still search for their one true love no matter how much pain u hav to go through i guess.. So ppl, whoever u are, whether u are searching, one sided love, juz get into relationship, or juz broke up.. Never give up in finding 'The One' yea.. I wish for everyone happinness.. do not be feared by the pain that u hav to go through in the process of finding love.. Its all bout Courage ppl!!

Noe me better~

2009-08-19T05:34:00.000-07:00

If you wanna understand me better, here are 100 questions and answers about me. ;) Enjoy!

1. ONE OF YOUR SCARS, HOW DID YOU GET IT?
--> Dun think i have a scar.. cant remember??

2. WHATS ON THE WALLS IN YOUR ROOM?
-->Signatures from when im a kid.. LOL!

3. WHAT DOES YOUR CELL PHONE LOOK LIKE?
--> Black, flip phone.

4 WHAT MUSIC DO YOU LISTEN TO?
--> Too many to list it out lah lol..

5. DO YOU KNOW WHAT TIME YOU WERE BORN?
--> Cant remember but think is morning GUA.

6. WHAT DO YOU WANT MORE THAN ANYTHING RIGHT NOW?
--> I dunno alot? 0.0

7. WHO DO YOU MISS?
--> Secret i guess lol..

8. WHAT is/are YOUR MOST PRIZED POSSESSION/S?
--> Everything to me..

9. WHAT IS YOUR ZODIAC SIGN?
--> taurus. =)

10. DO YOU GET CLAUSTROPHOBIC?
--> Nope..

11. DO YOU GET SCARED IN THE DARK?
--> yea..

12. THE LAST PERSON TO MAKE YOU CRY?
--> can i say test papers lol?

13. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE COLOGNE / PERFUME?
--> Err..I don't use perfume..

14. WHAT KIND OF HAIR/EYE COLOR DO YOU LIKE ON THE OPPOSITE SEX?
-->Anything except weird lol..

15. WHERE CAN YOU SEE YOURSELF BEING PROPOSED TO?
--> I dunno.. hopefully wonderland?? impossible =.=

16. COFFEE OR ENERGY DRINK?
--> energy drink.

17. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE PIZZA TOPPING?
--> Anything lol..

18. IF YOU COULD EAT ANYTHING RIGHT NOW, WHAT WOULD IT BE?
--> err... Chocotop!! =D

19. WHO IS THE LAST PERSON YOU MADE MAD?
--> Err..I don't know? Perhaps my mom haha.

21. WHAT WAS THE FIRST GIFT SOMEONE EVER GAVE YOU?
--> I cant remember leh.. So long liao?? Think is from my dad a balloon i guess??

22. DO YOU LIKE ANYBODY?
--> I dunno..

23. ARE YOU DOUBLE JOINTED?
--> Apa ni?

24. FAVORITE CLOTHING BRAND?
--> Anything tat is cheap haha..

25. WHAT'S YOUR DREAM CAR?
--> I guess is honda jazz..

26. DO YOU HAVE A PET RIGHT NOW?
--> Nope..

27. WHAT KIND IS IT?
--> I dun think ill ever have one

28. WOULD YOU FALL IN LOVE KNOWING THAT THE PERSON IS LEAVING?
--> i dunno mostly is yes bah.. depends on situation i guess?

29. WHAT IS THE BEST WAY TO TELL SOMEONE HOW MUCH THEY MEAN TO YOU?
--> To help them whenever i can..

30. SAY A NUMBER FROM ONE TO A HUNDRED:
--> 32

31. BLONDES OR BRUNETTES?
--> i dunno haha..

32. WHAT IS THE ONE NUMBER YOU CALL OFTEN?
--> mommy??

33. WHAT ANNOYS YOU MOST?
--> i dunno lack of sleep?

35. YOUR WEAKNESS?
--> Being myself i guess?

37. FIRST JOB?
-->Packing hamper for mom counted?? haha..

38. EVER DONE A PRANK CALL?
--> i dun think ill do tat i guess? or did i? wakakaka~~

40. IF YOU COULD GET PLASTIC SURGERY WHAT WOULD IT BE?
--> I will never get one.

41. WHY DID YOU FILL OUT THIS SURVEY?
--> Becoz im tagged n bored lol..

42. WHAT DO YOU GET COMPLIMENTED ABOUT MOST?
--> My smile haha..

43. WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF ALCOHOL BECAME ILLEGAL?
--> Err for my family is bad i guess lol (if u noe wat i mean)..

44. WHAT DO YOU WANT FOR YOUR BIRTHDAY?
--> it crossed so i dunno haha.. anything is fine as long its sincere..

45. HOW MANY KIDS DO YOU WANT?
--> 1 girl 1 boy!!

46. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE?
--> Nah.. dun think so

47. DO YOU WISH ON STARS?
--> No i wish to moon actually lol..

48. WHAT DID YOU DO THIS MORNING?
--> Wake up, bathe n drive to college like usual haha..

49. WHAT DID YOU LAST EAT?
--> Dinner lol..

50. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING?
--> Ok but do think they look messy sometimes haha..

51. WHAT COUNTRY DO YOU LIVE IN?
--> Malaysia.

52. ANY BAD HABITS?
--> Of course lol..

53. WHAT IS YOUR MOST EMBARRASSING MUSIC?
--> =.= embarrassing??

54. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON, WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU
--> I think so gua..

55. HAVE YOU EVER TOLD A SECRET YOU SWORE NOT TO TELL?
--> Nope..

56. DO LOOKS MATTER?
--> Of course!! Looks can show a person's feelings towards u i guess..

57. HOW DO YOU RELEASE ANGER?
--> keep haiz-ing n shake my head lol..

58. WHERE IS YOUR SECOND HOME?
--> My dad's work place i guess lol..

59. EVER BEEN DRUNK?
--> Nope..

60. WHAT WAS YOUR FAVORITE TOY AS A CHILD?
--> my bro?? kidding haha..

61. HOW MANY NUMBERS ARE IN YOUR CELL PHONE
--> lol dunno..didn't count.. :)

62.IF YOU COULD BE ANYWHERE RIGHT NOW WHERE WOULD YOU BE?
--> A place where i could sleep throughout the day n keep having fun lol..

63. DO YOU USE SARCASM?
--> Towards close frenz i guess but i dun mean harm lol.. yea hor lui lui? lol!!

64. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN IN A MOSH PIT?
--> Whats that?

65. WHAT DO YOU LOOK FOR IN A GUY/GIRL?
--> to always love n care for me lol..

66. WHAT ARE YOUR NICKNAMES?
--> Lots of it leh.. mou hao, mommy, piggy, tai hou, i dunno lah lots lol..

70. WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE ICE CREAM FLAVOR?
--> i dunno wat it calls lol.. got oreo der lah haha..

72. WHAT ARE YOUR FAVORITE COLOR(S)?
--> purple, black, white, pink.. =)

73. WHO/WHAT DO YOU MISS MOST RIGHT NOW?
--> i dunno haha..

74. HOW MANY WISDOM TEETH DO YOU HAVE?
--> So far 2 i guess.. But it woudnt come out eesh =.='''

75. DO YOU WANT EVERYONE TO ANSWER THESE QUESTIONS?
--> Yes. =P

76. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO?
--> Genie by SNSD lol..

77. LAST THING YOU DRANK
--> Chinese tea..

78. LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE?
--> My mommy..

79. THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE IN THE OPPOSITE SEX?
--> i dunno woh..

80. THOUGHT PROVOKING SONG?
--> huh??

81. FAVOURITE THING TO HATE?
--> Arguments..

82. FAVORITE ALCHOHOLIC DRINK(S)
--> I dunno.. but i guessif really have to choose brandy?? haha..

83. FAVORITE ZODIAC SIGN?
--> my own one of course!!

84. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE SPORT?
--> Dancing!!

85. WHAT IS YOUR HAIR COLOR?
--> Black.

86. EYE COLOR?
--> black..

87. HEIGHT?
--> 158cm.. Yea i noe im short haiz...

89. FAVORITE MONTH(s)?
--> December holidays haha!!

90. YOU LIKE SUSHI?
--> yes. =)

91. LAST THING YOU WATCHED?
--> Glittering days tv8

92. FAVORITE DAY(s) OF THE YEAR?
--> Ppl n my own bdays haha..

94. SUMMER OR WINTER?
--> Winter.

95. KISSES OR HUGS?
--> Both.

96. RELATIONSHIPS OR ONE NIGHT STANDS?
--> Relationship.

97. WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU BOUGHT?
--> RM9.90 T shirt from Tesco!!

98. WHO IS THE LEAST LIKELY TO ANSWER THESE QUESTIONS?
--> Lazy ppl loh lol..

99. WHAT BOOK ARE YOU READING?
--> Unfortunately, T6, T7, T8 n T9 text books ><> I dunno..
*long lah way lol*

Tags: Those that happen to be reading this..do this tag! =P
Don't be lazyy kay.. =D

Passing exams~~

2009-08-17T04:26:00.001-07:00

i dun really hav any mood now.. no idea y either haiz.. Pass my exams at the result tat im happy of.. Got bak our pt1 for tax n yes it is not really tat good but at least i pass so no complaints...

Today, unexpectedly, i wore the same shirt as my lui lui, kylie lol!! though the colour is diff but both bought it from Tesco for RM9.90.. guess we juz love cheap stuff? As Mr. Jay is absent for the day, we get to play for the half of the day.. mood got better when im in the arcade but got worst when im in t9 class no idea y really.. Hopefully i will get better by tomoro..

Yesterday went skating wit 6 guys =.='' to celebrate chung's bday.. At least i noe all of them n are quite close so im not really tat bored.. Skate for the day causing a swollen leg but oh well at least it recovered a little.. Went for arcade on tat day too, oyaji teman me to play the drum thingy, ddr, the para para thingy, shooting n yea lots of stuff haha.. They say it looks harem as im the only girl there, but no i dun wanna think so.. Shud have juz act like a guy n went there lol..

Happy birthday~~

2009-08-14T17:40:00.000-07:00

Happy birthday to the guy behind there lol the worm.. may u have a sweet 18th birthday.. wishes u sis hav a safe trip too~~ enjoy ur day with ur sis yea!

Emo-ness

2009-08-05T01:08:00.000-07:00

Emo? guess group 2 is super familiar wit this word especially the few of us.. thinks daddy will understand these the best bah.. Since the start of 2nd sem, ive been seeing ppl going emotional including me.. The start of 2nd sem is stress as many things is getting harder n harder.. Lots of things has been happening since the start of 2nd sem.. Dun think words can describe the things happening around me..

Pt tests are right at the corner as everyone is struggling with their dear text n notes.. Still remember the last sem 2nd pt test, I got super emo till the point of breaking down due to a few reasons.. Somehow tat experience juz taught me tat it is not good being emo when ur test just around the corner.. BUT..

Dun think the last experience will stop me from being emo i guess.. I hope everything will get ok as soon as possible.. Ppl get ur mood tune right n start studying for pt test or we will end up getting an F n much worse ROF by dearest MR. Jay.. Guess the word ppl should refer back to myself lol! Bak to my studies haiz.. wun be updating till my pt tests are over..

P/s: i dun really update even pt test aren't round corner thx to my laziness lol..

Kah Soon BDay~~

2009-08-01T20:31:00.000-07:00

Bday boy~~

We a bunch of whole gang who din includes li ting (as she is still sick) n kylie (who went for her piano test) went to wong kok to celebrate kah soon's bday on the 24th july with our 1 n half hour.. Tis are the pics taken by xin yi by using my handphone.. Happy belated bday again ^^

The big teh ying yong ~~Serving it~~Requested by me hehe~~

Daniel, bday boy, lawrence
Jun Yu with his phone

Bday cake~~cutting the cake without looking at it?? 0.0Blowing the cake with lookin at it tis time ^^First world war! Three against 1 =.='''

Vincent (starry starry night)

2009-07-28T05:33:00.001-07:00

Starry starry night

Starry, starry night.
Paint your palette blue and grey,
Look out on a summer's day
With eyes that know the darkness in my soul
Shadows on the hills
Sketch the trees and daffodils
Catch the breeze and the winter chills
In colours on the snowy linen land

Now I understand
What you tried to say to me
And how you suffered for your sanity
And how you tried to set them free
They would not listen
They did not know how
Perhaps they'll listen now

Starry, starry night
Flaming flowers that brightly blaze
Swirling clouds and violet haze
Reflect in Vincent's eyes of china blue
Colours changing hue
Morning fields of amber grain
Weathered faces lined in pain
Are soothed beneath the artists' loving hand

Now I understand
What you tried to say to me
And how you suffered for your sanity
And how you tried to set them free
They would not listen
They did not know how
Perhaps they'll listen now

For they could not love you
But still your love was true
And when no hope was left inside
On that starry, starry night
You took your life as lovers often do
But I could have told you Vincent
This world was never meant for one as beautiful as you

Like the strangers that you've met
The ragged men in ragged clothes
The silver thorn of bloody rose
Lie crushed and broken on the virgin snow

Now I think I know
What you tried to say to me
And how you suffered for your sanity
And how you tried to set them free
They would not listen
They're not listening still
Perhaps they never will...

A/N: I think this is a wonderful song, thx to 'tong sam fong pou'.. Really a nice n soft song.. Try listening to it, though i think most of u shud have listened to it oredi..

haiz~~

2009-07-23T05:16:00.000-07:00

Went to prima selayang last week wit the group of 18 ppl to do our community service.. Way diff than wat i thought it would be like.. I did hav a kind of pic tat the place is where ppl who are not wealthy stayed n so it wudnt be somewhere wit air cond n everything.. Wat i really expected is tat we will nid to do a lot of work to help them out.. But...

Okay we reached there in the afternoon and get briefed by the senior volunteers bout the ppl who really needed help.. Then when they reached, we did some surveys n thats it.. We stand outside of the small room n waited while bank negara representative giv speech about loan n stuff like tat to them.. We waited for quite sometime doing nothing outside except playing wit the kids n taking pics..

Later when they finished, we went to each of these ppl house to see their house condition n fill up a checklist stating all the things that they really need it.. Seems tat there will be a competition bout home improvement for them to join n the winner will get to go bukit tinggi for a one day trip..

i dun really think that doing community service is a bad thing seriously, while doing it i kinda enjoyed toking to the residents and playing wit the kids.. But i think that the time when they are being briefed, we can do more things.. Oh well, it is a good experience anyway.. Now left wit the report =.= no idea wat to do wit it haiz..

Prom~~

2009-07-19T06:10:00.001-07:00

Prom Night i can say is a success.. Have fun the whole day and even get to go Euphoria as it was my first time (maybe last) clubbing.. Reach there around 6.40pm n waited all alone at the lobby as none of my frenz reached.. guess im there too early.. Then not long later penny from group1 reach and chit chatted wit her for a while then lawrence came.. We waited a while for everyone to reach n went to the ballroom together.. Yin Wen was the one who gave me a super shock as she looks real diff n pretty too!!

The MC of the day are JJ n the girl (forgotten her name XD) from 8tv.. It was okay overall n food were delicious too (typical chinese wedding food i guess??) Following the normal trend, we took some pics as the dinner went on!! Less talks and here are the pics :

Me n Kah Hei

Nick n Aaron
Group photo wit Ms geetaGirls wit Ms Yiong
Daniel n Khai Ling
Penny, Khai Ling, Yin Wen n me
Khai Ling n meLeng Lui bao bei n me
Xin Yi n MelissaAmanda n me
Organizer rebecca n daniel
Me n my 'date'
Me n Cute Melissa
Two pretty girls~~
Li Ting, Chia Syn, Me, Melissa, Khai Ling, Yin Wen

Kah Soon n Khai Ling

Lovely looking bao bei n meKah Soon and me

Pretty Yin Wen n Me
Soon Soon n me
Me n Penny

Girls in black??

C4 + C1Me n Jun YuMe n DanielMichelle n Jun YuLawrence and meKhai Ling, Me n Chia Syn

Clubbing for the first time was ok n quite a good experience though i didn went to the 2nd dance floor as i didn noe there was one there.. went bak around 12.30 tat nite n i could sleep deeply as im tired lol.. Been a long time since ive dance afterall.. Though the music is super loud but guess it was great! ^^

P/S: Ive once said something harsh towards a real close frenz of mine when we argued wit the intention of wanting her to understand and i really regretted it.. Though ive apologized n we r bak to normal but i guess a scar will always be there.. No matter how many times i wish to apologize i guess it won't work out well.. Juz feel like expressing it out to feel a little bit better...

Laughters~~

2009-07-10T05:04:00.001-07:00

bao bei n me~~

Today we had mr jana's class the super joker lecturer.. Me n kylie n li ting were sitting right in front n we have been laughing n laughing n laughing through out the class session.. Never in my life i ever laugh as much as THIS time seriously.. When mr jana just enter the class, we were ask to sing 'Negaraku' while the white sheet that use for projecting the slides is being pushed up.. We were like okay n sang but errr... it is kinda like not synchronize and everything but to him, he said we did a splendid job =.=''' Later he suddenly say we will be having a moment of silence for the death of michael jackson but ended up he 'slept' n say tat he usualy do tat when he had lack of sleep..
He crack super lots of jokes that i even laugh till forgotten everything.. couldnt really concentrate in class as even after he finish cracking jokes i still feel like laughing the whole time.. Look at kylie and u will even feel like laughing more, got stomach ache mah kylie? lol

JY came bak for class today, n welcome bak! Juz in time to see the great joker mr jana who did a splendid job in both teaching and joking.. He brought some souveniors bak for all of us n THANK YOU! ^^

Went to sunway pyramid along with kylie, li ting, aaron and soon soon to have our lunch in wong kok.. Was planning to go kim gary but too many ppl so change of plan.. Was planning to buy the MNG T-shirt tat li ting was wearing today but no stock liao haiz, sad case.. But anyway, after lunch me li ting n kylie went to nichii as aaron and soon soon went to check out shoes (i think).. Saw quite a few nice gown there n try it on too.. Met xin yi there in nichii n she tried a top but she too skinny that even s size is small for her haiz, should gain a little weight.. Li ting, me n kylie bought the same t shirt where the both of them chose the same colour, purple while me black as i do fancy black t shirt.. Muz find one day go girls shopping again since its kinda fun lol!!

T6 and T8~~

2009-07-07T05:22:00.000-07:00

My juniors and frenz~

Class started since last friday and for the very first day, we have mr. jana our t6 lecturer teaching us.. He is kinda lame but he is a great teacher, u wun get bored in his class.. We were suppose to do some dunno wat kind of exercise which goes 'rum pum pum'.. was able to meet my fellow group 2 frenz again n am happy to see all of them ^^ Fr tis sem we group 2 are joining group 4 to become group1.. It was ok nothing particularly weird stuff happen since at least i noe half of the class..

Fot t8 paper, we have mr jay as our lecturer.. He was ok too, off and on will crack a joke.. honestly, for the first day of t8 class which was held on yesterday, my mind already went big, eyes going smaller as im getting blur.. There are a whole lot of concepts, theory, isa or wateva it is tat we hav to study causing everything to be blur.. Though is juz the 2nd day of class today, i can feel the pressure giving off from the lowest passing rate paper.. Pray will be ok though i doubt it seriously..

As for moral, Tat is the WORST of all.. The lect was like immoral this n that.. Plus in almost every single sentence u can hear the word moral.. She was really a motherly like person, teaching every single moral values, thinking that the world is as pure as a white paper.. What causes inflation and economy crisis, its moral == Though its not exactly wrong, but no matter how u look at it, the world is not moving anywhere near moral.. If Questions like what is the diff between stealing rm 10 n rm 100 is no difference, this world will get even scarier.. To me, moral is not what u can study through exams n tests..

Sports day~~

2009-07-01T19:56:00.000-07:00

Its been a looooong time since i updated my blog.. The truth is i dun really have anything to blog as im 24/7 watching tv series so is a boring life n nothing much.. When for my old school's sports day to see my fellow juniors last friday.. Saw some teachers n the teachers cant really remember my name but gave me a nickname, "yang monitor putih putih itu" == I do remember tat im not the fairest in the class last time but oh well at least they still remember me haha..

Saw my juniors for rumah merah n pandu puteri.. There are alot of new members tat im bit blur.. N i oso saw my old frenz,melody, mun yee ( the 1 in the pic), oyaji, mommy yang, kian min, tze chian, yen boon, lili, dao dao, beth beth.. Still got but i cant recall lol.. First time viewing from the side of the viewers as ive march for 5 years n its kinda fun n entertaining (at least im not under the sun for once) Many more creative formations created and i can say tat everyone did their best..

Din wait till the sports day end as i follow melody n her frenz to wong kok to hav our lunch.. It was kinda err werd lunch as im the onli one who can really speak fluent cantonese n yl keeps asking me to ask the waitress this n that as he finds it fun i think.. But it was a fun lunch n its nice to get to noe ppl..

Observe tat i look kinda red at my face? Ppl been saying im blushing alot latetly but no, i got sun burn thx to my swimming lesson.. Been taking them as i wanted to noe how to swim for a long time buttttt im worst in it.. Super slow n leg cannot move naturaly.. Think the trainer shud hav a hard time teaching me lol..

dragonica + Tears~~

2009-06-15T05:02:00.000-07:00

frenz been asking me to play tis rpg game (isit?) for quite some time n im juz too lazy to play wit it so ended din.. But then my bro started to play and he oso invited me to play tis game so ive tried.. It's ok so far not tat bad but quite a normal game.. As it is me, i will be playing mage.. too lazy to try other job as ive been playing cleric in maple for quite a long time.. Dun think ill change my job either too troublesome liao..

Im super noob in all these so my frenz have been helping me in understanding and playing the game.. Though im oredi lvl 10 but it seems like im total noob who get killed easily n dun even noe how to use skill.. So inthe end im still trying my best in adapting to the game and all..

Too bored tat i hav nothing to do, chung burned me a dvd which is a long time show, 1 litre of tears.. Watch till like ep 7 oredi n cried for quite a few episodes too.. Really i kinda feel tat disease is super scary.. u wouldnt noe when ull die n u woudnt noe when ull be unable to walk, unable to eat, unable to speak.. Its a really cruel disease, tats y i cired.. N yea, still watching as im not allow to finish the whole thing one day thx to certain someone.. Life is still as bored as ever~~

Sweet~~

2009-06-09T05:18:00.001-07:00

( what am i doing? =.=)

Im bored at home real bored.. Super super boring nothing to do but juz day dreaming the whole day.. Thx to soon soon, i get to borrow some anime to watch and unfortunately i finish two series in juz a few days time.. No idea wat will i do after tat...

Since i got too sienz i decided to bake a cake wit my mom for my grand pa ( fathers day is arriving) but thx to the oh so pro me who get real noob when we are toking bout cooking helped baking the cake, it turns out to be sweet.. and might i add VERY sweet so the plan of letting my grand pa eating it fails.. he oredi lost enough tooth oredi, eating my very sweet chocolate cake will juz coz his remaining tooth to say bye bye..

Apparently i found out tat i bought the wrong chocolate, im suppose to use unsweetened chocolate but i bought a cooking chocolate which is oredi sweet.. And tat is y it turn out tat the cake is super duper sweet.. wondering how will i finish the over sweet cake now haiz...

Exam over~~

2009-06-06T06:18:00.001-07:00

Finally we finish our three major exams, t3 t4 and t5.. Hopefully everything will be ok and pass! Went out today wit my high school girl frenz, lili, huang huang and beth.. We went there at ten having huang huang to fetch us there.. Went to gsc and bought tickets watching night at the museum 2!! BUT... oh man we hav no choice but to sit in front and my neck is acking now haiz..

Went to sushi zenmai to hav our lunch and their ocha taste weird weird.. and then toufu oso weird weird.. In short today their food all weird weird but i still get to eat my tempura ^^!! Then went wong kok sit there chit chat till 3 and watch movie.. On the way to our movie, suddenly a arabian holded my hand.. im like who are u =.= then he juz say sry and walk away lol..

Asia soft was there today promoting their games.. Been playing maple story and audition sea for a long time but stopped it since last year so not really clear wit thier games.. heard about the famous cabal but i dunno y i dun find it fun so stopped it when i juz started it..

anyway so here the scholarship pics..

Pics from scholarship ceremony~~

2009-06-06T04:23:00.000-07:00

last day for the first Sem~~

2009-05-22T05:11:00.000-07:00

Mr Bill (Camera shy?? lol)

Ms geetha

Group photo with Ms Geetha

Group photo wit mr bill

Today is the last day of our normal classes for the very 1st sem.. Gonna miss my lecturers >.< All the best to all of my classmates for ur last week of preparations yea!

We bought two different cakes for two different lecturers namely, Mr bill and Ms. Geeta.. U guyz are the best and u rocks!! We are suppose to surprise MR. Bill with the cake but it kinda turn out tat he noe it all along.. As for miss Geeta, She was surprise and touch by our actions ^^!! Ms. geeta only noe tat we (me and li ting) are making sandwiches as our breakfast for the class and so she was surprised (Thx to ms Geeta for belanja-ing us the breakfast)! Mr Bill came by our class giving his F1 class a 20 min break lol to join us for our small breakfast meal..

I am really glad to join group 2 as this class is fun, enjoyable, friendly and everything tat i can think of.. Group 2 rockz!! Will like to thx my lecturers again for putting lots and lots of efforts on us!! Will do our best in our finals~~ Say: Thanks Mr Bill! Get married faster!

Say: Thanks Ms Geetha! U Rock!

Li Ting, Me And Kylie

My bao bei and me

Me, Li ting, San san, Kylie, khai ling

Ms geetha and me

The girls with mr bill

Ps: Pictures taken are credits to san san ^^

Shogun~~

2009-05-16T07:21:00.000-07:00

The girls ^^

Yesterday went to shogun with li ting, aaron, benjamin, san san, chia syn and soon soon ( with his family) .. Li ting belanja me as my bday present thank you li ting!! Food there are really very very very ho chak!! There are various sushi, tempura!!, cakes, thailand delight and yea a lot.. SO let see some pics taken..Food lol~~

See the lovely nice and delicious tempura >.< Steamboat?? i guess
The lovely tempura again and crab leg lol

Again tempura and the chicken hamroll tempting??
Chia, me and ting

ting and ben

the lovely couple as usual ^^
San san and ben

tempting tempura eaten by tingChia!! the pic kinda blur dunno wat she gonna eat thk "sui gao"

The happy looking san with her pasta lol
soon soon and his mom (didn notice me taking pic lol)

The pics with carmen~~

2009-05-09T04:55:00.000-07:00

Here are the pics as promise ^^ sry for the long wait yea ^^

Triple Bdays~~

2009-05-07T05:33:00.000-07:00

Happy Bday BAO BEI!!

Happy brithday to bao bei!! Legal 18 liao loh finally! hopefully u had a nice and happy celebration today and sorry tat i cant join u all >.< Happy sweet 18th birthday yea!!

Happy birthday to SOON SOON!! Gt go for bbq mah today lol? Anyway hopefuly u enjoyed ur birthday and once again sry tat i din join u all.. Happy birthday again

And though i dun have the pics of urs but... HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MAYBELLE!! legal 18 oso and its real weird tat three of time are in the same group and having bday on the same day.. But anyway happy sweet 18th to u yea maybelle!! Do hav lots of fun on ur bday..^^

Finally ended~~

2009-05-06T03:21:00.000-07:00

Yesterday was the last day for our t3 class and thx god tat it WAS the last one.. No more t3 classes with the lect and no more sleeping in classes and not paying attention.. Its a big joy tat it finally ended..

Another classmate of ours left which is Carmen.. She is a real nice girl!! Though i din get to talk much with u in col but ill miss u a lot! Maybe ill juz teman li ting go back melaka and visit u once in a while hehe..

Since there are arguments about our combined group is very very noisy, so we gotta split the group.. This causes the group 1 classes to change their t3 classes to friday instead of yest.. While for us group 2, our t4 classes are all splited up to next thurs and then 21 and 22.. We are all going to the col next week for tat one and only class.. It wouldnt really affect us local but out station students, it is kinda troublesome i guess..

Currently sick with flu and sore throat and a slight fever but it will get off soon hopefuly.. Juz slept the whole 12 hours today haiz.. Pics token with carmen couldnt be upload yet since its so lag.. Will upload it as soon as possible..

Early mother's day celebration~~

2009-05-03T05:34:00.000-07:00

Me and my cousin sis, Lynn

When my frenz are having fun at lee hom's concert which i wanted to go but didn't, i'm having a dinner at New Paris ( i think) restoran having my early celebration for all mothers in my family.. It was once a really nice and serves delicious food restaurant but not to say it change, the food are still okay but not as nice as before ( long long time ago).. Many ppl when there, you have to book a place if you are planning to eat during 7 to 8pm.. I'm real lazy now so i'll juz let the pic 'speak' though i don't have many of the pics.. Forgotten my camera XD cake from secret recipe choc banana Thx t o 3rd au n t the real nice ch ill i Lynn and m y fourth aun t Grandfather and grandmother Four sis(right to left: 2nd, 1st(mom), 3rd and 4th) and grand ma my cousin bros, 2nd uncle and 2nd aunt

ruumz mate

2009-05-01T04:48:00.000-07:00

KFC and Ruumz~~

2009-04-30T21:24:00.001-07:00

Missing u lah ting lol~ ( hint dun kill me >.<)

Went for ms studies and t3 extra plus replacement class yesterday.. Turns out tat our ms lect decided to ffk us and didn show up.. Not many ppl went either juz the bunch of group 2 ppl ( we rockz!!) and a few from group 1.. N thx khai ling for the belated bday present, posted in the present tat post =)

Since ms class is cancel, we (me, kylie, lawrence, khai ling and xin yi) went to the kfc near sunway pyramid to have our breakfast.. Saw a few ppl from china who have problems communicating with the waiter so the waiter decided to ask help from kylie started by coming to our counter and asked kylie, "apa itu 'la' ?" Then kylie became the translator for one of the china guy.. After finishing with the guy, another guy was having problem with the waiter again, so tis time me and khai ling helped him.. Though is kinda hard since the waiter was asking him " do u want a drink", he started to keep telling me " wo yao ji" aka i want a chicken but in the end manage to settle the problem in a real funny way.. Can see the workers laughing at the waiter poor him..(lawrence*star of the day* and xin yi)

Kylie and lawrence
lawrence and khai ling
Me and lawrence

Went bak to col and supposingly we are suppose to start class but we ponteng a little by rushing down and get our scholarship offer letter and then started hanging around a little at the cafeteria signing up for contest organized by watson ( me, kylie, and chia lol) and then signing up for the new website ruumz juz to get the lucky draw presents lol.. throughout the day we kept signing up again and again.. I wanted the t-shirt but in the end, they hav no stock left so din get it haiz...

ruumz lucky draw prize missing the pillow though
T shirt tat ive been wanting but cant get ( its shining ><)

wisdom tooth~~

2009-04-28T04:01:00.000-07:00

My wisdom tooth is growing bit by bit and ouch it hurts lol.. Not to say it hurts inside but it causes me to get fever, not in the mood to eat and a little emo.. My right bottom part oredi having a wisdom tooth growing out but worst part is... It dun hav enough space and i nid to go for a minor surgery to extract it out.. Doc has been telling me tat since last year but no way im going for it since i hav a few frenz that went for surgery coming bak wit infection and stuff like tat no way >.<

now my left upper part is growing another one!! Its not hurting me but its a little itchy and if i accidently bite it err, it hurts A LOT!! My right bottom part havent grow out yet so im still able to go for the minor surgery with the big needle poking it, then slice the gum n pull the tooth out.. If the dentist is not strong enuf they will have to pull half by half which is wat happened to my mom!! Dunno how they will do it but hearing tat scare me out.. Dun think ill go for the surgery its too scary... =.='' Wonder when will the stupid tooth juz grow out sigh...

Legal 18~~

2009-04-25T06:01:00.000-07:00

(legal me n no i din dye my hair lol)

Finally, I'm 18!! Legal 18!! lol~~ so, happy bday to me!! Today couldn't say really a very very fun day but at least i enjoy myself by shopping n buying a present for myself lol.. Got presents from my frenz and i love it all thx to all of u!!

Went shopping with lili to see prom dresses around but din really get to try many juz one and erm ok lah price err... lets juz dun mention the price, no money buy haha.. Then went wong kok meet up with huang and beth for a small yam char session among the gurls tok tok and tok lol.. Later we went to ajisen ramen to hav our lunch with dao, chiang, kin meng, zhi yang, chung .. due to the sum lot of ppl we sit diff tables but still chit chat a little though not many.. Then we cut the cake tat chung bought thx like the cake but im too full to fit the cake in my stomach lol..

Later went to dream world (i think) to take pics which coz us 26 bugs!! cant really get everyone in since it couldnt fit tat many but a few of us are in including me lol.. Planning to head to bowling but somehow everyone of us are like tired no mood so we met with sooi kee for a while then guys went for pool and gurls went for shopping.. Tat when i bought my heels from vincci been a long long time since i buy one too haha.. overall, will like to thx all my frenz and family for the presents and wishes and everything.. I appreciate it alot!! THANK YOU LOVE YOU GUYZ!! ^^me with the cakechung n me(his eyes are closed lol)

fed by lili dear^^

sooi kee and me

Pictures of presents~~

2009-04-25T05:34:00.000-07:00

Present from khai ling

Bday cake from family

Bday cake from chung

From lili(jacket and white t), dao, chiang, and foo(jacket)

From myself wakaka

From huang n beth(lamp) and bro( the big pig lol)

From yin wen(nail art), xin yi(the wrapped present), jy, san, sydney n chia(earring), kylie(angpau)

From my aunt

From my dad

HAPPY 18th BDAY LAWRENCE!!

2009-04-24T05:59:00.000-07:00

C4(Daniel, Jun Yu, Lawrence, Kah Soon)

Happy 18th Bday Lawrence!! May all ur wishes come true! And also happy bday to all the april babies oso ^^ including myself.. One day elder bro, wish u had fun today yea ^^

Again Happy bday lawrence!! After 12am is mine oredi XD wakakaka~~

Sunway outing~~

2009-04-24T05:42:00.001-07:00

April babies

Went out right after the t5 exams for karaoke session and ice skating.. Not gonna talk bout exams since im not in the mood haha.. Before arriving at sunway pyramid, we cant get the stupid shuttle bus or wateva the name it is so we (li ting, aaron, soon, kylie, jy and me) are all hungry and hot very hot.. Luckily, thx to our lovely mr. Bill, he fetched us there with his bmx which is onli able to stuck max of 5 ppl.. but we manage to stuck err, 6 of us squeezing here n there lol.. Worst is we have to cross bump slowly as its really heavy, the car.. Is the suspension okay? no idea haha.. hopefully yes..

Went karaoke till throat went sore, and then proceed to ice skating but not all of us are there for the ice skating.. However, i had fun.. Lets the pic tok now =)

Kinpachi restaurant n bday gurl~~

2009-04-17T00:31:00.000-07:00

(old pic, bday gurl n me)

Today is my little daughter's bday, kylie.. We bought her a cake (credits to san san) and surprise her in class lol..we dun really hav the mood to study but oh well we had fun and we finish our t5 syllabus finally!!..

After class, we went to my car and stay there blow air cond chit chat, taking pic and cleaning my car?? lol while waiting for san san they all.. Then thx to san san, she fetch us to kenpachi restaurant and had our lunch, chia syn belanja kylie lol.. Food are delicious, service are best and yea overall great one.. They are the best way, unlike some shop in sunway pyramid shortname, sk..

Took a lot of pics today using aaron's superb camera, kylie's and san san's camera.. Will post the pic when they upload them.. Till then..

HAPPY 19th BDAY KYLIE!!

2009-04-17T00:27:00.000-07:00

(Kylie, bday gurl)

Happy Bday to my sweet little daughter, KYLIE.. May all ur wishes come true and hope u hav fun today!!

Next time we shall go there and eat again since its so nice haha.. And lets stay in my car and chit chat again next time orh, plus li ting in next time!!

Anyway, again here ill wish u happy sweet 19th Bday and though ur getting old but dun wry u still are my daughter and younger than me wakakaka~~

Hav fun today yea =)

onlin-ing in library

2009-04-15T19:33:00.000-07:00

Currently onlining in library of sunway col.. Dunno wat to post but someone insisted me to post something and update haiz.. Waiting for mis geeta class to start now..

Com at home still act stupidly and still think tat i haven suffer enough.. Shall go play viwawa or read manga wakakaka~~

And somehow im addicted with naruto now.. He is SO GENG way.. Beat pein like nobody else business.. GOOD JOB NARUTO!! Somehow im thinking tat naruto is way way way way better than sasuke now hahaha~~ But i still fancy sasuke XD

HAPPY 18th BDAY TO LAO GONG SOOI KEE~~

2009-04-13T02:56:00.000-07:00

(Stolen from ur fb hehe XD)

HAPPY BDAY TO MY HUBBY HERE, SOOI KEE for turning 18 today.. May all ur wishes come true and do hav a fun bday though cannot teman u as ur 4th wife sry.. Anyway Happy sweet 18th bday and stay cool always!! =)

Stupid connections~~

2009-04-13T02:17:00.000-07:00

(currently blogging while im not at home>.<)

Okay after reformating my computer, the connection to internet went crazy.. And when i say crazy it is CHIO CRAZY till u cant even get connected to any single website.. It takes 2 whole HOURS to load a single manga page if ur lucky, causing me to miss my favourite naruto T_T (anyone noe whether naruto meet wit the real pein oredi?).. And what worst is, i cant go online to check my inbox.. Y isit worst?!?!

I just got to know (thx to li ting and kylie) that ACCA sent us an email regarding some dunno wat jun examination 2009 fees.. I remember clearly tat i paid kinda long time ago and now i receive an email about tat.. Did they help us pay our money oredi? if yes, then die liao.. If no, wat? no way is a no bah dun care lah..

Not gonna get to do any posting nor face booking and friendster-ing till the connection say "okay, u suffer enough, ill be a good boy again.." =.= Not tat i cant survive without internet but im juz pure irritated..

Sorry~~

2009-04-10T05:41:00.000-07:00

No idea y will i put a pic which is kinda depressing but i thk the pic is nice.. And no im not thinking of anything stupid dun wry is juz a pic..

Juz finish with my pt2 for t3 and t4.. Though i din really noe how to do all the question but overall im satisfied.. Got bak my t4 pt1 which i thk is a disaster but it turns out tat i pass!! I seriously thought tat i will fail badly but it turns out tat i pass and im really happy bout it..
Mock for the three papers are coming soon so no resting nor playing around but at least i can feel tat my stress is reducing bit by bit.. Hopefully its a good thing..

Life now is i dunno.. No idea why i feel kinda empty but im not sad nor unhappy, juz empty.. And its not fully a bad thing either.. Helps to pull my thoughts together a little haha XD

And i dunno y or how but juz wan to say im sorry~~

CID~~

2009-03-31T05:42:00.000-07:00

Me and Bro ^^

Today, we did a small personality test with mr bill, our t5 lect haha.. It stated there that there are 4 kind of ppl, which are dominant (LT lol), Influencing (Kylie), Steady ( i think), and Competent.. So basicaly, im the Competent..

Competent refers to someone who is more prompt to facts, no facts no argument lol! Everything will come with a 'why' and they are really good in analysing things ( not too sure bout it XD).. They love figures which is why whenever they finish a trial balance or balance sheet they'll shout " YES, BALANCE!!" They are kinda good in detecting errors oso..

Then we went to sunway pyramid, and SYDNEY HAPPY 17th BDAY ^^!! Went and buy certain someone bday present who stays really close to my house and owning fifi haha.. Hopefuly he dunno about my blog and whoever noe it dun tell him yet will pass it to him later haha..

Then we had our computing class, which is erm BORING.. My com couldnt go on9 and even if can i doubt it helps to wear off my boredom either lol.. Since i din really ate anything, my stomach is hungry so dun really had any mood haha, so yea boring.. hopefuly no more classes like tat till 6 smting =.= really tired lol..

Parents Lectrerur day~~

2009-03-28T00:49:00.000-07:00

My parents ^^

Here are both of my parents lol since its parents lect day haha..Anyway went to parents lecturer day at 10.45 or so i think.. Went to my shop to fetch my mom and my mom is kinda worry bout me when i was driving, "drive slower, not in a hurry lah gurl.." hehe.. Oh well but i din really listen to her advice XD

Firstly, we went to meet miss geeta our t2 and t4 lecturer.. She told my mom why u came and said tat there's no reason for coming because im not a bad gurl? Thx miss geeta for praising me haha.. Unexpected my mom told her tat i did badly for my t4 and i cried the whole day yesterday, miss Geeta was shocked and she say why i go cry when the paper is tough and she said she's gonna tell the whole class bout it 0.0? i think ill pray hard she forgotten bout it.

Next we met miss yiong, our t1 and t3 lecturer, she din really said much either juz say that nothing bout me, attendance very good, marks are average and t3 must work harder lol.. We are like quiet and nothing to say bout, she just sit there staying quiet and the situation kinda awkward so we juz say ok thx and went to see mr bill..

Mr. Bill actualy came erm.. a little late.. Mr. Teo was about to replace him but luckily, Mr. Bill came and save the day!! ^^ Good Good Mr bill lol.. He din really say much juz say im okay haha, and marks are okay.. He say im very attantive since im sitting right in font of him XD and he'll take good care of me lol.. I kept asking him whether there are any complaints (38 rite?) and he say no so thx mr bill haha!!Overall everything went okay thx to my great lecturers ^^

I give up~~

2009-03-27T05:00:00.000-07:00

Nothing much, i flunked my t4, and t5 at least i manage to crap something out but i doubt it works either.. Juz write something in thats it.. Sry to my lecturers that i did it real bad and sry to my frenz tat i hav ignore u guyz becoz of my problems.. Im juz too moody to be able to think of anything but thx for being there for me, im really grateful of it..

Many things have happen in march and i think i kinda grow up a little and i noe that some things that seems so real can actualy be juz a dream or juz a lie.. Nobody can guarantee anything in this world and life is unfair so i understand it.. I agree with my frenz that time can heal everything and hopefully it really can heal everything..

What unchange is change and everything shall pass, tat is what t5 lect told us and thx mr bill, i understand and will do my best to accept the law of human life.. I wan to say my special thx to my two daughters, kylie and li ting for being there for me all the time listening to my long and repetitive problems.. Hopefuly everything will go back to square one on monday again..

I'm moody, depress, stress and?!?!

2009-03-25T23:37:00.001-07:00

Okay, im suppose to be studying T5 and T4 since ill be having exams for tomoro.. but guess wat im BLOGGING!! Ive been in a 'pms' mode for like more than half a month... March is not my month.. Since the beginning of March i face difficulties, i started to thk out of the box and i start to think of somehting that im not suppose to think off, What is wrong with me?!?! Truthfully i dunno..

I've always study for exams and cancel wateva outings if there are anywhere near my exams but wat i did yesterday?? i went to social gathering which is ''FUN'' and get my mood worst.. Im really getting sick of exams, every week exams every time u fail u are bar... It is stressing me out a big time.. And with all this complicating stuff running around my head, i hav succesfully stop studying for a whole week.. I didn really get to sleep everynite, not becoz im studying becoz im thinking nonsense... Even if i do study, it juz woudn't get into my head, ill be real lucky if i can pass this exams..

Gonna go study my T5 and T4 which will get my mood again worst... Endless sleepless nitez make a person suffer and complicating things also stress one out... I'm gonna careless about everything and start focusing on my studies soon, this i think is the best medicine of all, i hope it is and it better is..

Outing wit family

2009-03-22T07:20:00.001-07:00

Bro and me

Today is a very tiring day.. Studied a little for csb1 and then went to 1U with my family.. Did some shopping there and i bought a swimsuit (its been more than 5 years since i went for swimming).. After that went for dinner in ship, got a gift lol.. am tired so here's the pic~~

Outing & Happy Bday Daddy!! ^^

2009-03-21T04:49:00.000-07:00

Huang, me n liliChung looking real tired.. * who call him sleep late and woke up at 5am lol*

Firstly, Gratz to all those frenz of mine who pass their t1 exams today ^.^!! Finaly we are done wit our t1 lol.. For those who are exempted from t1 thx to our spm results, Gratz also!! Went to 1u wit my high skool frenz to celebrate my precious lao po's early bday, LILI!! Though is not her bday yet which is on the 25th of mac but still happy early bday, hope u had lots of fun wit us today, =)

Went to 1u tis morning.. vin called me and told me she's also in 1u with her fellow col mate lol! So we went wong kok and visited her, get to see Puei San oso.. Most of them are guys and the situation is a little awkward since we don't know each other, so we juz say hi to vin and puei san then we headed towards kitschen.. THX to my wong yi, beth for the early bday present which is a sleeveless black T-shirt bought in kitschen ^^ Will wear it soon since i like it a lot lol.. Huang oso bought clothes in kitschen too haha.. After receiving call from nini tat she, dao and chiang which juz rush here from kdu, we went to ajisen ramen for our lunch with them.. Then we went for bowling and i did erm... real bad lol.. Anyway i had a lot of fun today haha.. Supposingly we are expecting king meng to be there but he gotta work.. Came bak to celebrate my beloved dad's bday wit my mom cooking bak kut teh, HO CHAK! Again, Happy Bday to my dad =) Vin and me

Me and Beth ^^

T3 first exam

2009-03-19T04:14:00.000-07:00

Me, Bao bao. and daughter..

Havent been posting for a few days since my schedule is pack and tight.. somehow or rather a lot of things happen during this week.. Tot that we can at least relax a little tiny bit after our real t2 exam but the answer is no.. A lot of homeworks starting to be given one by one and t4 is tough that im like a little blur here n there.. Blur till i started to press the wrong amount and getting all frustrated lol..

T3 pt1 juz finished today but next week we hav t5 and t4 exams... Exams are really not going to finish anytime soon either... Haven been studying my t5 for a long time not sure i can even catch up wit the coming up exam.. Today t3 was not tat tough but i dunno how to do lol... I was like wat is this and keep pressing calculator the whole time.. I practicaly finish the exam at the last min of it lol.. But couldnt blame anyone since i did like a last min study..

Not in a good mood today, somehow juz feel moody although is the orientation day for the new coming students.. Welcome to col Dao although didnt get to see u today haha... Hopefuly will meet other tmn sea students in sunway as well.. Will be going to pasar malam wit a few of my frenz later to relax myself for a while.. After that hav to hardcore t5 and t4 haiz...

Bao bei and me, taken the pic in clc lab..

T2 results~~ rather confusing day...

2009-03-14T07:16:00.001-07:00

Finish my T2 final exam today, finally lol... Im satisfy that i pass it and i got 86% for it!! Its feels quite satisfying after taking so many t2 exams non stop...

Went to school rather early today and get to see my classmates, bao bei, bao bao, honey, jia ying, yik shiow and a lot more and the good news is all of them pass!! Gratz to all of u yea ^^ I was rather nervous when i saw that everyone passed and everyone told me that it is not tat hard but not easy either so was praying real hard tat time.. Couldnt study a single bit though i was seating in the library..

After the exam, we planned to go to sunway to hav cakes in secret recipe, was rather looking forward to it but eventualy, im not allow to go becoz my uncle is coming and i havto rush bak.. Then when i reached bak, he went bak oredi.. WHAT!?!? i miss my chance to eat cakes becoz of him arggh... Rushing us bak n then he juz chiao himself saying will meet u all next time.. What is the whole point rushing bak, Miss my chance to eat my chocolate indulgence sob... Im getting addicted to my A.F.A. organisation haha..

At least i get to see li ting, my daughter playing wit the bottle at the hospitality table ( open day at sunway).. The drink was nice and the lecturer is so young way... he can fling the bottle easily like kacang putih but yea he IS the lecturer.. Got guai lou there and his name is Alan he made the drink for us is pink in colour and it taste nice ^^.. But smehow im a bit confuse wit wateva hapenning really... I change a whole damn lot after coming in college and i kinda starting to feel that this chg is not really tat good either.. I missing smting in my life..

li ting throwing the bottle, behind the tiang is the lecturer i thk..
tis is the guai lou, alan, doing the drink haha..

SPM Result~~

2009-03-12T08:41:00.001-07:00

Melon sisters lol

Paparazzi and me

me and Chiang

Lili, Zhu zhu, me!!

Foo foo and me

Foo foo, chung n me lol..

Lao gong and me!!

Today can be a really happy and also a real sad day for me.. Im truly happy that i got 7A1, 1 A2 and my 1119 A1.. Din really expected ill get an A1 for 1119 but the sad part is my BM got a C5 which truly spoil my mood for the day and EST i got B3 but that is expected.. The first thing i saw when i got my results is my BM and is a C5.. Being the cry baby, i couldnt help but just cried the whole day from 1 till 7pm.. Thx to my frens, i stop crying for the day lol... My eyes are now all bengkak and my left eye is bigger than my right eye lol..

Never in my life will i ever thought that my BM will get C when normaly, ill get an B or sometimes A in form 4 and form 5 but what happen couldnt be change and ill just have to accept it.. So after today i wouldnt cry for anything already or not i dont know what will happen to my eyes lol.. Gratz to my frens that get straight As and good results yea!! ^^ And though i didn't get straight, my parents decided to buy me W980i!! I LOVE U ALL! ^^ And as promise to u guyz the pics lol..

T1 day~~

2009-03-11T05:34:00.001-07:00

Khai Ling (honey) and me ^.^

We had our t1 edc n efc class today and as expected it is really a very long day for us and its kinda expected she will say im very dissapointed at u all and the 'box' u thing.. We did the whole lot of 200++ questions in the revision kit from 8.00 am till like around 4.00pm.. Class is extended since she cant finish up the revision kit.. Although she did finished it up but guess what, she crap a whole lot of who- knows- what- she's- toking stuff with a super lightning speed and in the end, u couldn't understand a thing she said... It is true that she is very fast in teaching but whats the point when ppl couldn't understand the whole lot of stuff being taught.. Even you do have basic, you still nid time to figure out what crap is she talking...

Bao bao got so frustrated and she was like moody the whole day.. lecturer was trying to make a conversation between them and advice her but she wasn't replying nor listening to what she said.. I can understand why she was so frustrated since our lect practicaly keep rushing to finish up the revision kit.. Before she can even try to understand a question, our lect will be like in the 3rd question already.. I just don't understand what is the rush way seriously, if the student couldn't understand a single question in the revision kit it will be useless even though she finished the whole thing, nobody will understand and in the end we'll just fail lah... sigh..

At least there are few good things happened... We get an hour lunch break and we went to medan to hav our lunch.. Plus, my Bao bei was really kind enough to brought us super nice and expensive chocolate for us to enjoy, THX BAO BEI!! And i got a little chocolate rush lol, but at least it wear off and didn't go over board lol.. During class, my dad called and there is a big possibility that I'll get a new hp and is the one im wishing for, Sony Erricsson W980, but there is also possibility that my old hp will be repaired by changing the mother board.. Still is a mystery haiz.. Hopefuly i'll get a new hp haha XD

Tomorrow will be a big day for all Ex Form 5 in 2008 since we will be getting our SPM results!! Wishing everyone of u good luck and may ur wishes come true ^.-!! I'm kinda nervous but oh well what has to come will come one day so no point being nervous.. I'll really miss all of my high school frenz >.<

Mood Swing

2009-03-10T04:13:00.000-07:00

SS pic taken when im not in the class wit my hp..Guess who is this?? My daughter Lol..

Came to the col at 7.30 am with me speeding at ldp not bothering to brake and cutting cars like mad thx to my stupid mood.. I know is dangerous but juz cant help to be emo and so i did it... Reach col and started to park my car under the shade since JY requested to park under the shade lol.. What unexpected is that i saw my bro's fren, CC, min min's bro lol, parking in front of my car lol.. I was shock since i didn't expected that it was him, then he was like staring at me and me staring at him but then we wave and he went in while me waiting for JY and San San to reach and park beside me lol.. When bao bei reached, she told me class start at 9.00 Im like What but oh well nvm since im oredi in the col, nth to complain bout haiz..

Somehow or rather, i have a terrible mood swing today.. After getting my T1 results, im still okay with it, feels nothing actualy.. But after taking my T2 mock exam results, my mood swing came.. No idea why will i feel like crying for nothing, weird right? *Not like I fail or anything like that either* I know, im thinking why will this happen too, still have no idea about it.. Thanks to my frens around me in group 2, i feel a lot better after lunch.. Li Ting brought us her home made chocolate cake!! Sorry that i didn't really tasted it but i did ate a little and is really nice, kinda regret that i had the stupid mood swing that caused my appetites to go down >.<..

We got back our t1 results today and found out that there are quite a few number of people failed the exam.. It seems that we have broke our lecturer's record and she is not a tiny bit happy bout it. She came in suddenly and started to tell us that there will be no breakfast break or the 30 min break?!?! 0.0, What is she thinking way, it will be suffering to sit there and stare at the revision kit for like a whole 4 hours or more.. She did say she will give us toilet break but toilet break???? That will be like onli 5 or 10 min, i can sense that tomorrow will be a longer day than it can be with our lecturer being emo the whole day + the 'box' u thg haiz...

Chg in life

2009-03-08T22:58:00.001-07:00

Alrite, i have nth btr to do now *although exam is coming closer day by day* So i decided to create a blog n blog lol.. Turning from 17 to 18 chg a lot of things.. Have a new studying environment, new frenz, new subjects, new life... Not tat im not happy wit any of this changes happening, is juz tat, im trying to adapt to the changes..
Life in high school is really way relaxing now i think back .. Still have the time to ponteng class to go help doing stuff for teachers XD Im really starting to miss my frenz n 'family' in 5 Ixora.. Although ur class members are not tat close to each other but still i miss my previous class, =)

Life in college is about exam.. Almost every single week of my life related to exam.. U can hear exam here exam there till u get bored n start to think what the big deal bout exams.. But i'm really happy that im in Group 2 really, ppl in this class are great, we even created AFA-Addicted to Food Association haha *U rocks Li Ting ^^* and im the treasurer haha.. oh man can sense money coming in oredi haha* JY pass me my money* lol...

Love my life now n previously but hopefuly changing will help me to grow a little more positive thinking which i am now lol thx to my two daughters in G2 haha..