I just realize maybe some things are not meant to be. Or maybe some things should not have happened "that" way. Having the feeling of being just a stepping stone of others will never feel right. Ever realize that??

Those days~~~

Sometimes thinking back, i think im still afraid of hearing the word 'i hate you'
just by thinking of it makes me feel bitter deep inside.

hearing the radio where there's a malaysian singer reminding us "no matter how big the rain is falling, the rainbow will appear after it." sometimes i really do wonder whether its true but law of attraction has taught me to think n attract such 'rainbow' so im working hard on it!

ok two super random stuff haha, but just feel like writing it out that all.

I will forget you by Park shin hye

Love the park shin hye version lots, a nice song that really sticks into my mind~~

english lyrics,

I will forget you. Starting today,
I don't know you. I have never seen you.
We never even walked pass eachother.
I'm okay. I forgot everything. I'm happy with my busy life.
I've met a great person too.

Love is always like this. It fades away after some time.
Can't even remember it, Oh.

# When love goes away, another love comes again. It definitely will.
Even if it hurts now, it will hear a little later.
It will forget. I will too.

C.N. blue version, I would say it's nice too, just that park shin hye voice is stick in my mind now, really sweet voice haha~~

brain vs heart

its been a long long time since I've blog but they say letting it out once a while could help clear you mind and start moving on so yea...

Sometimes how i wish i can choose only one of it & probably my choice would have been the brain. It helps me to think wisely and act in the best way for myself and the ppl i cherish most but sometimes with the heart going on, i just unconsciously driven to despair, sad sad emotion. I know tat i can't be like this but i just could'nt help it and that is y i feel tat how i wish for myself to only own a brain and zero heart.

but then again, when i told my bro bout it, he just make me realize that without the heart i wouldn't even have ppl to cherish and work hard for.

the feeling im having now is really confuse and hard, concealing in my disappointment on myself and telling myself to work hard just not helping me. Wishing to let the tears fell down but still holding it in so as to convince myself im ok and let's move on. Not that i don't know what i should do but in fact i do, just wanted to express my feelings and hopefully this will help me start to work hard once again.

P/S: There is just too many things happened that cause me to have a heart vs brain situation and it just tear me down.

I'm tired so....

I'm tired of the things i have to face everyday, so to reduce my tiredness, ill be quitting from my blog . Thx for those who has been reading my blog posts, those who leave comments, and those who click the nuffnang button. Thank you for all your support, this blog will not be deleted just, no updates will be done from now on. Have a great n enjoyable future ahead readers, tata!!

Earth hour~~~

Alright i can only say one thing, toilet is just somewhere that i normally do some thinking while washing the toilet hahaaa. Yes as ive already said im weird before, but i guess cant be helped right haha? So have you supported earth hour last night?

Scanning my residence area i can say that many of them didn't actually off the lights, well couldn't blame them either as there are some of the thieves actually took the chance to ROB the house while PPL are doing SOMETHING GOOD in the first place last year. Think of it clearly, how many of us will actually stop using the computer, stop wasting some electricity switching on the lights even during day lights in the normal days, i can bet that the % will be LOW or worst none.

Earth hour actually enables the earth to be cool down at least for one hour for each 365 days. We do always hear the old ppl says "better than nothing right??" Try supporting it if your circumstances actually allows it as who knows when will malaysia starts to snow or maybe having hot hot hot weather? *I couldn't imagine it as Malaysia weather now is somehow unbearable already*

Sung Min~~~

ok since i couldnt think of anything to post so i decided to post something (or rather SOMEONE) which i think looks cute when he smiles, all thx to kylie for intro-ing him to me lo hahaaa. seeing the super junior performance under sorry sorry remix goodness, he can dance way haha, he is SUNG MIN!! great performer with sweet sweet smile haha, din get to go super junior's concert but still he is great man!!! hahaaaa, credits to KYLIE CHIN la hahaaaaa